ophelia79's Diaryland Diary i have been busy privatizing entries. thinking about how foolish i was to write some of the things i did. but jennifer at 21 was so very different than jennifer at 24. more cautious. more guarded. still not so grown up to feel out of place on a dinner date.i don't think i'll ever feel old enough to be comfortable with the idea of dating. odd. random facts about the past week. i have felt very dull all summer. i mean, actually i haven't. i've just hit a very slow spot in my life; a quiet time emotionally. and i feel like people expect me to have more going on. but i just don't. so all apologies, those of you i talk to, for the fact i make for totally non-stimulating conversation these days. summer is almost up. will end it with a bang, maybe. and a couple of consecutive nights at rubber gloves, come the end of august. a slew of good shows coming up. i wish i wanted more right now but, in fact, i am happy not to think alot and not think very deeply. i need a swift kick in the ass. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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